Pei Huaian did not want to swap marriage partners. For one, the woman he had always dreamed of was the Shen familyโs Third Young Lady; for another, he simply couldnโt imagine becoming husband and wife with the Shen familyโs Eldest Young Ladyโafter all, heโd called her โSister-in-lawโ for over a month now.
When they arrived at Junzhi Courtyard, Pei Huaian quickened his pace to get ahead of his elder brother and said, โBrother, letโs split up to ask. Iโll go see Third Young Lady Shen, and you go see Eldest Young Lady Shen.โ
Although Pei Huaijin knew his seventh brotherโs feelings, after all, Third Young Lady Shen had originally been his own beloved. He had already wronged him by stealing her away, and it wouldnโt be right to deny them even a word together at this point, so he said, โAlrightโฆโ
At that moment, Shen Youran was already fully dressed and had long since left the bedchamber, sitting with her elder sister in the left side room. Tinglan and Danruo, having been summoned back, stood guard outside, sighing quietly.
Inside, Shen Youranโs eyes were swollen from crying, her strength spent, slumped limply over the desk as she listened to her eldest sister analyze the pros and cons.
Eldest Sister said that both the Pei and Shen families were prominent houses in the capital; with such a scandal, it was imperative to keep things secret, or else both familiesโ reputations would suffer. Whether they chose to swap the engagements and make the best of a bad situation, or break off one to save the other, between two evils, the Pei family would likely choose the formerโฆ
Shen Youran sniffled, her voice thick with sobs. โI donโt want to swap. I want to break off the engagement. If it comes to it, Iโll just become a nun on the mountainโฆโ
โDonโt say such things. The Pei familyโs eldest son is a husband many young ladies in the capital dream of marrying. You wouldnโt be losing out by marrying himโฆโ
โI know heโs very good, but he and I donโt match at all. Just as you and Pei Seventh Young Master donโt match.โ Shen Youran was filled with remorse. โHow foolish of me. How didnโt I realize it before? What sixteen-year-old boy looks so mature? I was muddleheaded andโฆโ
The feeling of their skin touching lingered; the pressure as his fingers parted hers was still fresh. Shen Youran stared at her own hand, a wave of nausea welling up. She dry-heaved involuntarilyโฆ
Seeing her younger sister so repulsed, Shen Yunshu could not persuade her any further and could only sit silently to the side, sighing.
There was a knock at the door. Tinglan, who was waiting outside, came in to report, โYoung Master Pei and Seventh Young Master Pei have returned. Seventh Young Master Pei wishes to come in and speak with Third Young Ladyโฆโ
Shen Youran looked helplessly at Shen Yunshu and shook her head. โSister, I donโt want to see anyone.โ
โAlright, if you donโt want to see him, then you donโt have to.โ Shen Yunshu patted her sisterโs hand and asked Tinglan, โWhat about Young Master Pei?โ
โYoung Master Pei is in the main hall.โ
They must have come to tell them the results of their discussion with the Old Madam.
Shen Yunshu stood up and said to Shen Youran, โIโll go out and speak with them. You wait here for me, and donโt cry anymore. Your eyes are already not goodโฆโ
โMm.โ
As soon as the door opened, Pei Huaian tried to squeeze in, but Shen Yunshu blocked him. โSeventh Young Master, Third Sister is frightened and doesnโt want to see anyone right now. If you have something to say, tell me, and Iโll pass it on to her.โ
โNo, there are things I have to say to her face,โ Pei Huaian said, gripping the partition and leaning half his body in to call, โThird Young Lady, wonโt you let me in?โ
There was no response from inside for a long time. Shen Yunshu, not wanting to put her sister in a difficult spot, pushed him out and closed the door behind her.
โSeventh Young Master, what did you decide in Chunxuan Hall?โ she asked.
โGo ask my brother.โ Pei Huaian threw out these words and turned to leave.
Tonight, he had to see Shen Youran no matter what.
Shen Yunshu thought heโd left in a huff and went to the main hall to find Pei Huaijin.
Several lamps burned in the hall, and Pei Huaijin stood there with his hands clasped behind his back, his figure upright but rather aloof. Seeing her enter, his somewhat distracted eyes looked over. He gave a slight nod to indicate she should sit, his demeanor distant yet courteous.
After tonightโs farce, the two who were supposed to become husband and wife could only sit apart, speaking politely like strangers.
โHow is she?โ
โShe just finished cryingโฆโ
โMm,โ Pei Huaijin paused for several breaths, then spoke slowly. โThough it was a misunderstanding, I have already shared almost all formalities with her. I must take responsibility. Our marriage must be called off.โ
โItโs good that Young Master Pei is willing to take responsibility for Youran,โ Shen Yunshu was not surprised at all. โWhat did the elders say?โ
โThe elders wish to make the best of the mistake and let me and Seventh Brother swap marriages. But you and Seventh Brother havenโt shared all the formalities. If you wish to withdraw entirely, I can help persuade themโฆโ
Withdraw entirely?
Shen Yunshu had considered it, but she couldnโt leave. She was uneasy about leaving Third Sister alone in the Pei residence, and she didnโt dare go, because outside there was still Lu Yi, watching like a tiger.
โThank you for understanding, Young Master. But if I leave, it will confirm the rumors of a marriage swap. Our two families would become a laughingstock at every teahouse and dinner table. If I stay, as long as we silence the servants and claim that the original engagements were always you with Third Sister, and me with Seventh Young Master, perhaps we can save some face for both familiesโฆโ
Pei Huaijin raised his brows slightly, somewhat surprised by her answer.
โMy mother mentioned before that you came to Grandmotherโs birthday banquet. There were many guests, and everyone already knows your identity. The servants here can be silenced, but how can the tongues outside be stopped? Besides, reputation is ultimately empty, it wonโt truly harm the familiesโ foundations. Itโs not worth sacrificing your marriage for it.โ
โI know what kind of person Seventh Young Master is. Marrying him isnโt a sacrificeโฆโ
โBut you and Seventh Brother arenโt suited for each other,โ Pei Huaijin said tactfully, not wanting her to know how Seventh Brother had stomped his feet refusing in Chunxuan Hall. โSeventh Brother once said he doesnโt like older womenโฆโ
โIn that caseโฆโ She pondered for a moment before saying, โA forced melon isnโt sweet. If I really canโt get along with Seventh Young Master, I can always seek divorce later. Iโve already worn the wedding dress onceโbreaking off the engagement now or divorcing later is little different.โ
โYou donโt need to wrong yourself like this.โ
Shen Yunshu couldnโt reveal her true intentions and could only gently refuse his goodwill. โSince swapping the marriages is the best option for now, Young Master, please donโt try to persuade me otherwise.โ
Pei Huaijin didnโt understand why she was so stubborn, but seeing her mind was set, he could say no more.
His expression was icy. As she stood to leave, he brought up another matter.
โAfter returning to the manor, I heard there was an attempted bride-snatching today. But the capital is peaceful and law-abidingโsuch a serious event hasnโt occurred in years. Xie Ci, the Da Li Templeโs Judge, was my classmate and specializes in difficult cases in the capital. I want to ask him to help investigate. Do you have any clues to offer?โ
He looked at her coolly, suspicion hidden behind his calm tone.
He really had begun to suspect the bride-snatching incident was related to the new bride.
A chill rose up inside Shen Yunshu, but she had expected someone would be suspicious, so she didnโt panic. Instead, she met his oppressive gaze directly, wearing an expression of complete innocence. โIt happened so suddenly, I didnโt notice anything unusualโฆโ
โForgive my bluntness, but before the wedding, was there any man with impure intentions around you?โ
Shen Yunshu took a steady breath and replied calmly, โI entered the capital two years ago and have lived quietly in the inner residence with Third Sister, seldom going out. The only time I met an outsider was three months before the wedding, at the City God Temple festival. I accompanied Third Sister to meet the Liang familyโs Sixth Young Master from the Generalโs Manor, but that meeting ended without result because Seventh Young Master appearedโฆโ
The more details she gave, the more she could distance herself and Third Sister from suspicion. Even if Da Li Temple later discovered her stepbrother Lu Yi was behind the kidnapping, she would insist she never knew of his feelings for her.
Seeing her so calm and without signs of lying, Pei Huaijin withdrew his probing and returned to the topic of swapping marriages. โSince you have no objection to the marriage swap, come with me to inform Third Young Lady Shen. Then I can report back to the elders in Chunxuan Hall.โ
โThird Sister is still unstable. Could you let her calm down a while longer, Young Master?โ
โSheโll have to face it eventually; we canโt keep the elders waiting foreverโฆโ
Unable to persuade him, Shen Yunshu had no choice but to accompany him to the left side room.
What they didnโt know was that, while they were speaking in the hall, Pei Huaian had already gone around to the back of the house and pushed open the window of the left side room.
At that time, Shen Youran was still slumped over the desk, wallowing in self-pity. Hearing the window rattle, she thought it was just the wind and couldnโt be bothered to turn her head.
Then she heard a light sound of someone landing on the groundโsomeone had climbed in through the window. Only then did she slowly turn her head, just as a figure came up beside her.
She was about to scream, but her gaping mouth was covered by his hand.
โDonโt be afraid, itโs me,โ Pei Huaian met her frightened gaze, โIโm Pei Seventh, the man you were supposed to marry tonight.โ
โI know you donโt want to see anyone right now, but there are things I must say to you in person. Donโt cry out, donโt make a fuss, and Iโll let go, alright?โ
Shen Youran nodded.
He withdrew his hand, dragged a stool over, and sat beside her, staring at her intently.
Shen Youran was curious and looked him over: so this is what Pei familyโs Seventh Young Master, her intended, looked like.
His stature was not as tall and commanding as the Pei familyโs eldest son, but he was graceful as a bamboo shoot. Dressed in red wedding robes, he looked even more elegant and refined. The candlelight poured across the table, illuminating his exquisite features, pale skin, and deep, dark eyes. His brows were slightly raised, exuding a youthful, striking spirit.
He was truly handsome, but looked nothing like the Pei familyโs eldest son.
If only sheโd seen this face before the wedding, she wouldnโt have mistaken Pei Eldest Young Master for him, would she?
Thinking of this, her eyes stung, and a fresh wave of grievance and shame surged up.
Before Pei Huaian could speak, he saw her lips quiver as she was about to cry again and quickly said, โI know youโre very upset, but please donโt be. Just now, in Chunxuan Hall, the elders tried to persuade me and my brother to swap marriage partners. But I donโt want to marry your sister, and you donโt want to marry my brother, do you?โ
Shen Youran fought back tears and replied, โMm.โ
โIf you donโt want to, and I donโt either, then letโs pretend nothing happened tonight. Youโll still be my wife. Later, Iโll take you to Quanzhou to live, and youโll never have to see my brother againโฆโ
โQuanzhou?โ Shen Youran remembered her second brother was studying in Quanzhou. But she and her second brother werenโt close; she wanted to be with her elder sister more. โBut then I wouldnโt get to see my elder sister anymore. Or my father, or motherโฆโ
โAh?โ Pei Huaian hadnโt thought of that. Heโd simply assumed she would want to go to Quanzhou because heโd grown up there and his father had been doing business there for years.
He hadnโt expected her to be so attached to her family.
Asking her to leave everything and settle in Quanzhou was inconsiderate of him.
โThenโฆ how about we move out of the manor after the wedding? My father has a residence in Wuyi Lane. We could move there instead. What do you think?โ
โThatโฆโ That would be alright.
Shen Youranโs heart was moved, and she almost wanted to agree, but thenโ
โDonโt you mind?โ She looked down, twisting her sleeve unconsciously. โIโve alreadyโฆ alreadyโฆโ
She bit her lip, unable to say it out loud.
โIโฆโ To say he didnโt mind was a lie, but heโd dreamed of her so many times before, and had already defiled her in his dreams. Now that she was before him, if he could just get past this, he could truly have her.
Moreover, with the elders determined to swap marriages, if he couldnโt have her back, he would have to marry that โSister-in-lawโ instead.
Pei Huaian took her hand to show his resolve. โI donโt mind.โ
The unfamiliar touch made Shen Youran think again of that strong, forceful hand, sending a chill through her. She tried to pull away.
โBut I mindโฆโ
Pei Huaian racked his brains to comfort her. โDonโt dwell on it. Just treat it like you were bitten by a dogโฆโ
Suddenly, the door burst open, and a cool, quiet voice drifted in.
โWhoโs the dog?โ