Chapter 11: Frenzy

Su Ling covered his head and fell into a deep sleep!

He had no entertainment devices, so there was nothing to do but sleep!

Time passed like this, and in the blink of an eye, seven days had gone by!

During these seven days, there was unpleasantness, but there were also moments that made Su Ling happy. Yet, whenever he was alone deep in the night, he would fall into deep reflection.

He sat by the edge of the bed, looking out the window, his fingers fiddling with the Chain around his neck. Following his movements, the Chain around his neck made a crisp clinking sound.

But he only glanced at it before turning his gaze back to the window. Through this window, he could see the sunset on the horizon. It was beautiful, but also fleeting.

The sunset soon vanished, leaving only the evening glow on the horizon, emitting its final glimmer.

But how much longer could this final glimmer last?

Just like his heart, how much longer could it hold on?

He didn’t want to fall in love with Ye Moran, because she was his Elder Sister. The Elder Sister he had lived with for over ten years!

Though they weren’t blood-related…

But making him turn his Elder Sister into a lover—he couldn’t do it. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to, but that he couldn’t…

However, if he continued to be imprisoned by his Elder Sister, sooner or later, he would fall for her!

Just like this Collar; in the depths of his heart, he didn’t feel any resistance toward it at all. He even felt a bit of anticipation!

When he discovered this, he was terrified, very afraid. He never wanted to become someone so shameless, selfish, and hypocritical, but was he actually that kind of person?

He didn’t want this. Liking your own Elder Sister or whatever was truly… perverted!

He hated himself like this, yet he couldn’t control himself from craving his Elder Sister’s tenderness. His father and mother didn’t want him anymore; he had been abandoned. Now, he only had his Elder Sister.

But, why did it have to be like this…

His heart felt miserable. Thoughts that broke through his Moral Baseline would pop into his head from time to time. Although he suppressed them every time, he was truly afraid—afraid that one day he would truly do it regardless of the consequences…

Su Ling didn’t sleep. He couldn’t sleep. With too much on his mind, he found it difficult to drift off. Moreover, since he had nothing to do for entertainment these days, he had been sleeping constantly and didn’t feel tired at all.

He didn’t know what he should do. The only thing he could think of was to escape, to flee…

Su Ling looked down at the Collar on his neck.

Did escape seem to have become an impossible thing?

“What are you thinking about?”

At some unknown point, Ye Moran was already standing at the door.

“N-N-No, nothing. Wh-When did you come in?”

Su Ling shook his head in a panic, completely not daring to look into her eyes, immediately lowering his head.

Ye Moran held a 1mm Syringe in her hand. Her eyes narrowed slightly as she hid the Syringe in her pocket.

Coming before Su Ling, she looked down at him.

“Heh! ~”

Hearing this cold laugh, Su Ling’s body trembled. He felt like something bad was about to happen!

Sure enough, in the next second, his hair was ruthlessly grabbed. The pain of her pulling at his skin and flesh made him unable to hold back a pained whimper!

“Waaah!”

“Are you thinking about escaping again?”

“I told you, don’t escape, don’t escape!”

“I, I’m not!”

“It hurts, let—let go of me!”

“Not?”

“If not, why don’t you dare look into my eyes? This is how you used to be when you lied—you didn’t dare make eye contact!”

Ye Moran’s eyes were bloodshot. A tear slid from the corner of her eye!

Why? She gave the little guy tenderness, so why did the little guy still want to run?

“Waaa, you’re hurting me. I really wasn’t, I really wasn’t.”

“And I have this thing on my neck, where could I possibly run? I can’t go anywhere!”

Su Ling’s tears flowed more and more as he spoke. Physical pain was one thing, but more than that was the grievance in his heart!

He clearly hadn’t done anything. Why was she framing him like this?

“Truly, not?”

“Not!”

Hearing the little guy’s certain answer, the crimson in Ye Moran’s eyes slowly faded. She released the little guy’s hair with a panicked expression.

“I-I’m sorry. I hurt you again.”

“My fault, it’s my fault. Next time—next time it won’t be like this. It won’t!”

Ye Moran explained in a panic, reaching out her hand, wanting to embrace Su Ling.

Su Ling thought she was going to pull his hair again and dodged in fear.

Seeing how the little guy dodged her, Ye Moran felt extreme regret in her heart!

She shouldn’t have been like that just now, but she just couldn’t help it. As long as she thought about the little guy leaving her, she became furious and couldn’t control herself at all!

“I’m sorry, it will never be like this next time. Can you forgive Elder Sister?”

“Elder Sister promises you, it definitely won’t be like this next time.”

Su Ling shrank into the corner, biting his lip hard, looking at her with complicated eyes!

He suddenly felt that his Elder Sister was very strange now. She didn’t seem like the person from just a moment ago at all. He even noticed the tears flowing from the corners of her eyes!

Elder Sister seems to be afraid. What is she afraid of?

Is she afraid that I won’t forgive her?

Looking at her panicked state, he felt a strange sense of pity for her. His small hand couldn’t help but reach out to slowly stroke her forehead!

“Elder Sister, I forgive you. It’s okay, it doesn’t hurt much…”

“Okay, thank you. Thank you, baby. You really are my good baby!”

Ye Moran wore a trace of a Frenzy she didn’t even realize. She pulled the little guy into her arms in one swoop!

Su Ling, seeing his Elder Sister like this, couldn’t help but hug her tightly. He didn’t know why his Elder Sister had become like this!

But he felt very sorry for the Elder Sister in front of him and couldn’t help but want to comfort her!

After the little guy’s comfort, Ye Moran finally calmed down. Recalling everything she had just done, she couldn’t help but rub her brow!

Another Frenzy, and I even hurt the little guy!

It seems I have to go and have a good talk with that person!

Ye Moran gently touched the hair she had pulled.

“Are you hungry?”

“Mm…”

Su Ling responded softly. These past few days, he indeed hadn’t eaten much. It was mainly because the person in front of him had completely forgotten about cooking. She only made one meal a day, spending the rest of the time with him, and didn’t mention cooking. He was also too embarrassed to speak up.

After all, he had said before that he wouldn’t eat the food she made. Now asking her to cook was a bit hard to say.

Ye Moran gently stroked the little guy’s head and let go. She walked out!

After she left, the whole room fell back into silence. He couldn’t help but pull up his legs, curling himself into a ball.

Thinking about his previous actions, he felt he had fallen one step deeper.

Just now, when his Elder Sister hugged him, he didn’t push her away. Instead, he craved her embrace.

He was enjoying this feeling, enjoying being cared for by his Elder Sister. Even though she had hurt him a second ago, he couldn’t refuse that warmth.

It seemed he really had to find a way to escape this place. If he didn’t escape, he would truly fall into it, even deeper, and never be able to leave!

His mind was a mess, thinking about how to escape. While he was thinking, Ye Moran’s meal was ready.

She walked in and picked up Su Ling with a smile.

“Let’s go, time to eat. This time there’s your favorite shrimp, and other delicious things!”

Su Ling curled his lip. Wasn’t there shrimp every time?

Every time they ate, except when he was sick and she made porridge or soup, there was basically always shrimp!

Having eaten it so many times, he didn’t really want to eat it anymore!